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basically, i didn't turn up for work today cause my alarm clock broke (tells you the time but doesn't make a noise). because the gig's in leeds there's nothing i can do to get there and even if i did it'd be too late. put simply, i'm completely fucked. in the almost likely scenario that i lose this job because of this i'll be fucked beyond recognition. i don't know what to do and i can't stop thinking about how badly i'm going to get killed by everyone i know for losing this job
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| glorious evening of nodding and jump starts... |
[17 Jul 2006|11:41am] |
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| T | 10 | SOUTHAMPTON | | F | 11 | AT SEA | | S | 12 | LISBON | | S | 13 | AT SEA | | M | 14 | CAGLIARI | | T | 15 | AT SEA | | W | 16 | ZAKINTHOS | | T | 17 | ATHENS | | F | 18 | AT SEA | | S | 19 | NAPLES | | S | 20 | AT SEA | | M | 21 | GIBRALTAR | | T | 22 | AT SEA | | W | 23 | AT SEA | | T | 24 | SOUTHAMPTON |
This is my holiday this year. I'm going on the QE2 to these places on those dates in August. I'm sure you'll all miss me
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| they came from the sky they came from the sea, they came from the inside of the television screen... |
[03 Jun 2006|09:48pm] |
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hello, i normally only update when i'm pissed off with something(s) and i feel i should be less annoying
Fat Phace tried out the new PA on thursday and at first it didn't look good as the main speakers weren't working, we got the crash guy to look at it and it turned out that the crossover was muted (the thing i don't get is that the mute buttons, which are integral to the PA working, are buried in the middle of the crossover unit under a frequency control, you can only know they're there if you look at every button sperately. gay) and then the only things not working was one connector which is now all but sorted as i have the tools and the know-how to fix it now and half of the monitor amp which we knew about and was the main reason the PA was cheap. my new mic works like a dream and will be looked after like a goddess among mics :p
please, everyone who reads this, please come to the Fat Phace gig on June 29th. we want people to be there as this will be the first reasonable attendance gig with our new material. we'll make it special, i promise. costumes and make-up?
went to see X-Men III last night and it was disappointing. didn't last long enough and rushed the important bits of the story and spent too much time on the unimportant
Cradle of Fear is a weird film, if you get the chance and you like lots of blood in horror films you should definitely watch it. it has awful production quality and no budget at all but it's ok cause danni filth is "The Man", an evil, satanic monster (what else?) who kills and rapes people and generally acts like an evil son of a bitch
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| dirty little soul frigger... |
[26 May 2006|08:02pm] |
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just spent 2 days doing gigs in the met quarter in liverpool. it's obscene how fucking poseur-ish some people can be and how much they're willing to spend to be like that. the fact that the owner of all saints (the shop i did last night's gig in) saw his arse when we only left 4 foot for his customers to use to get to racks at the back of his shop is a brilliant example of how being a bit of a posh cunt and being in a position of power don't mix. at all. everyone in there act like complete shit-ends just cause the place is "up-fucking-market"
the gig itself was crap and quo spent the whole time telling me who out of the shop customers he'd do :s nice. they were all whores anyway, as per usual. today was a bit better as i got to mix the whole day and did a damn fine job if i say so myself. it was a nice short day, too :) i was home by 5 after a 7 o'clock start. not bad, methinks
missing american football training for work this weekend :( poosticks, probably already lost my place in the starting defence >:( i want to play quite well in the next game, i don't want to shit all over my chances again
in other news, i need a life...amongst other things
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| well he's a big fat man with a three inch erection... |
[17 May 2006|07:09pm] |
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well, i went to lancaster on tuesday to visit Caroline and Iain. I met Caroline in fibber mcgee's for lunch (which took about an hour to be made >:( too many idiots in there) and then we did the bus back and i met Iain at his flat while Caroline met some uni people. Iain got good at pool :s we split a 4 game pool session, this is unprecedented and quite worrying.
we went back to Iain's flat because of loud people and sat listening to his fantastic selection of music...*cough*...Iain's flatmate Emmeline seems to enjoy beating him. S&M flat? Caroline arrived back and we sat in the bar until i left for a marvellous, 3 hour journey home. The day was brilliant up until the journey :(
Also, i'm bidding on some new shoes on eGay http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=9319837456&rd=1&sspagename=STRK%3AMEBI%3AIT&rd=1 rather nifty, no?
go to http://www.myspace.com/fatphace and show your support
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[09 May 2006|10:57pm] |
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fuck it, everything else can be shite as long as all my money is chanelled into a band that i can have so much fun with. if every gig with every band went as well as tonight, life would be perfect. we didn't play particularly well and we didn't have that many people there cause we only found out about the gig earlier today, but it was the most fun i've had on stage for a long time. the sound was perfection :) we got paid in beers
thanks to the bummers who showed up
fuck anyone who doesn't love me (you know who you are), i think i'm great :)
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| they both went to berlin joined the ice-capades... |
[02 May 2006|11:36am] |
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livejournal bores me a little lately, so i want to try and liven it up. but not by reporting on my life (which even i find boring half the time)
first up i want everyone to reply to this and tell me something very honest about me (good or bad) that they've never told me. please do this even if you think it's a bit gay, i'm bored
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| and still this emptiness persists... |
[16 Mar 2006|04:40pm] |
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the search is over, everyone. i've found and bought myself a new snare drum after about a year of hating my old one.
i went to andy's drum clinic on tuesday with david and they showed me a pearl pro series snare that was a 14"x6" steel/brass shell with one of the monstrous pearl throw-offs. it is the loudest drum i've heard in a long time and it's the heaviest i've ever felt, it weighed as much as a floor tom for fuck's sake. the sound that come out of it is a really dry, quick sound with just a tiny bit of ring from the bottom head. anyway, it was listed at £180 but i took my old, battered snare in and they gave me £40 for it, which is a mystery to me as i bought it in decent condition 5 years ago from andy's and it's been broken in numerous places :s i wouldn't have sold that drum for more than £10
this is going to be fun >:)
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| a new iron curtain drawn across the 49th parallel... |
[04 Mar 2006|10:47pm] |
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new propagandhi album has been out a while, but it's just orgasmic. buy it just for the first track, "A Speculative Fiction".
in other news i'm seriously on the verge of getting another job to kill the boredom. everyday is just so monotonous, i do bugger all and see people so infrequently that i can barely keep up with goings on around the place. i reckon there's 2 reasons for this; people have moved away so that the closest of my friends lives in hightownand the rest are liverpool or further. admittedly there's probably 3 people outside of liverpool that iw will ever speak to properly again, but i miss all the people in liverpool even though i'm this close cause i'm living like a 40 year old with no wife and a cat. for fuck's sake. i think to myself, "why can't i just move out" which brings me to...
adlib don't like giving me gigs recently, they've asked me to work now on the only 2 days i've been busy in the last 3 months, it's fucking stupid. where's the sense in not giving me any work when there's people permanently begging for days off cause they're christmas crackered? the last gig i did was lights for a bah mitzvah and that was pretty shite. i was offered 2 gigs and i did my back in the day before the first and had to organise my mum's birthday on the day of the second.
aside from all that i'm annoyed at my life in general; band stuff isn't moving nearly quick enough for me. i want to have a gig with either band at least once a week, but it ain't happening because there isn't a "punk scene" (for want of a better phrase) in liverpool at all any more. all the kids who were wearing blink-182 shirts 3 years ago are sitting in roadkill with stupid emo fringes listening to crap bands. i have witnessed, first hand, one of these "emo" gigs in roadkill and it was painful. there were acoustic songs in the middle of bad sets, retarded drummers forgetting half the drum kit, guitarists forgetting to turn up guitars and getting annoyed with me for them not being able to hear themselves and in the middle of all this were the five-Os, a pretty decent punk band who actually half know what they're doing at gigs. they DO exist. VIR can't get a following cause we ain't emo and we ain't death metal. apparently there's nothing in between those 2 anymore. a lack of adlib and band gigs is just infuriating
on a far lighter note (for me) fat phace have a dynamite idea for our stage show. we're getting some fake babies and painting them to look like they're dead then hanging one from bob's bass, crucifying 2 (on bass drum and an amp) and doing summat else with another, can't remember what it was :s i want to have one that really bleeds
someone give me money for a flat :(
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| oooooo eeee ooooooo, i look just like buddy holly... |
[11 Jan 2006|06:33pm] |
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my media player is completely broken :( it crashes even when it's the only open program, can anyone tell me what this is? it's pissing me off so much that i punched my monitor. i thought i'd broken it :s
today was the adlib audio annual general meeting. this involves every employee of the company gathering in the warehouse to discuss stuff about the company, mostly boring bollocks really. anywho, afterwards the 4 new guys (me, neil, declan and mike) had a meeting with andy (owner of adlib) and it transpired that the 4 of us got the job out of 80-100 people. i was told i was up against a few people, but never that many. i was rather shocked. after that meeting i realised that i could be one of the most senior engineers within the next 5 years. it's one of the best feelings i've ever had, i already have a career ready for me with actual oppurtunities (instead of being offered a "Team Leader" job after 3 years, like at tesco) and i'm not even 19 yet. there's people coming out of uni at 21 and doing what i'm doing right now but without the on-the-job experience i've gained. i hope nothing fucks this up...
also, i'm now going to be learning allllllllll about lights as well, so i'll be able to do all sorts of gigging stuff :D
since i last updated i've been doing all the usual stuff that can be read on other journals. i think i'm seeing my Caroline tonight but she's not been online all day :(
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| war torn, forlorn and malarial she was found... |
[21 Dec 2005|11:21am] |
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note found at the back of the cradle of filth album, "Bitter Suites to Succubi" (that David kindly purchased for me): Cradle of Filth play metal forged from the hot friction of wanking nuns exclusively.
this band is BOSS!
PS, everyone should see the AMAZING new background i have on my LJ!! much thanks and love to Caroline for doing this for me <3
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| holding on to you to keep from falling... |
[13 Dec 2005|05:44pm] |
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i like this game lots, so i'm going to do as many as i can before i get boredededed. there's some very easy ones in there and a couple that (i think) most of you will have trouble with. enjoy, laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
1) They're calling me, creatures of the night beautiful music, animal instincts survived the serpent's tongue Mr. Tatlow
2) Don't matter what's wrong as long as you're alright so pull yourself stupid and rob yourself blind Mr. Tatlow
3) Songs from the balcony as the city crumbles under the powers of an evil doctor rocket scientist monster with capabilities to destroy the entire universe Mr. Tatlow
4) When your blood hits the walls i will be miles and miles away Mr. Eldridge
5) Sometimes i want to take my toaster in the bath Mr. Eldridge
6) Losing the war I'm feigning to win though I never tried to strive deep
7) You say, your way was the only way to be
8) When your life has hit the skids, wave goodbye to wife and kids
9) It may be hard when it's just me and you, hope makes a meal when we eat ketchup soup
10) Kicked in the head again today why do I have to be like this
11) She's got a couple of pony kegs her arms are bigger than my legs and when she holds me I can't breathe that's why I love her Mr. Eldridge
12) Mighty warriors with metal on their side Mr. Eldridge
13) The doctor said, "sir, you're misled, sir, which infers you mistook me" Mr. Tatlow
14) In this land we have defended from all things dark and cruel Mr. Tatlow
15) She wanted nothing and I delivered Mr. Eldridge
16) You verbal masturbate and promise to nauseate Mr. Tatlow
17) You still need your mom to pay the rent
18) End their time of peace, end their fucking time of peace now
19) Affection not dissection, meat is murder, animals are for petting Mr. Eldridge
20) We're taking on water and about to fuckin' sink Mr. Eldridge
21) Why should we even care at all if you only eat once a day? Mr. Eldridge
22) Willst du bis zum Tod, der scheide Mr. Tatlow
23) Bearing down upon a path we choose chosen from the start living different rules
24) They sat together in the park as the evening sky grew dark, she looked at him and he felt a spark tingle to his bones
25) Yo, pretty ladies around the world got a weird thing to show you so tell all the boys and girls Mr. Tatlow
26) Despite of what I'm told I walk against the crowd
27) Someday I'll burn this bed only two feet wide, but where I'll hide for the next 17 days Mr. Tatlow
28) Unfading beauty, not just a face, I held its innocence within my heart, now i won’t let go Mr. Tatlow
29) I am waiting for you, deliverance the sun falls through the clouds hear my cry Mr. Tatlow
30) The touch of death is all around us, a thousand corpses block our way Mr. Tatlow
some might be easy, but i'll give clues to any you haven't a clue with
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| 666! the number of the beast, hell and fire were sworn to be released... |
[24 Nov 2005|08:08pm] |
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this annoys me greatly. tonight there is a show on BBC 2 about how death metal can be linked to cults that have killed people. i can see how music influences people, because it clearly does. but how, please tell me, does the genre of music affect mood? just because death metal is openly violent doesn't mean it makes people kill. only retards who are easily influenced would listen to a song about killing someone and go out and try it. solution: the mentally retarded are kept away from music altogether.
also, classical music has had influences in death, murder, rape, etc. if an opera has a death scene, the music reflects this. every genre of music has some song/piece/work that has a part that would remind the listener of something sinister. it's really annoying that metalheads (norwegians at that) are said to be the killers because they don't go around in gangs that would kill people for being "on their turf". i fucking hate targeted television >:(
the real problem in all this: Fat Phace aren't EVER going to get publicity :P
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| she'll never dance with another since i saw her standing there... |
[22 Nov 2005|04:43pm] |
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fuck me
it's been a year since Caroline and I joined forces. honestly. this year's gone really fast which could be because time flies when you're having fun and even faster when you can't remember anything :p we've done so much together in this year; it's scary. gigs, pubs, meals, parties, band practices, shopping, barbecues, birthdays, LEEDS FESTIVAL, gatherings, chippies, fireworks and, of course, a trip to midday mass every sunday.
i don't think i've ever really deserved a girlfriend/wife/partner/attachment as good as her but she's stayed with me for a year now so i think everyone should be congratulating her.
this is where Caroline would put a picture. i don't have photoshop :(
I LOVE YOU, CAROLINE!!!
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| you make me sick, but you still put me to sleep... |
[28 Oct 2005|02:36pm] |
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first off, i am the worst boyfriend ever :( i'm missing Caroline's birthday cause i have to go to london for a week with work; some gay singer called gemma hayes. yeah, i suck. i'm going to try and make up for it by not being shit for the rest of year if i can avoid it.
secondly, i have drum kit problems that need fixing. so, i thought i could sell it and get a new electric kit with the money. now, i don't want to sell this kit cause i love it a lot, but elcetric kits sound exactly as you want them and they don't cost much to fix if one of the pads dies. a new drum could cost me the same price as a whole electric kit.
on the other hand, we'd need to have a good PA at every gig, which wouldn't happen in places like the hev'n and hell. also, i've not played one so i don't know if it'll go with the band, cause the acoustic kits sound raw and big. electric kits i've heard have been quite thin sounding and very canned.
fuck it, i'm not doing anything about it until i have lots of money
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| kissing the curve in your clavicle... |
[11 Oct 2005|05:55pm] |
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i've never felt this bad about anything.
i left Caroline today and said goodbye to her in a fucking bus terminal, it was the worst thing ever. i just left her to get my ticket on board and then some fat bitch got on and i couldn't get off to say goodbye properly. i feel like shit even now. i was choking up all the way home and couldn't think about anything without feeling like shit. i've had a lump in my throat ever since getting on the bus in the uni and i can't feel happy about anything. i fucking hate living here.
i know it's only for a few days, but leaving her is just too hard to do all the time. those 3 days with her were among the best i've ever had, you can't just go back to my mundane formby existence straight from that. i love her so much and always will. i can honestly say i've never been so fucking sure about anything. fuck :(
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| i can't get to sleep, i think about the implications... |
[06 Oct 2005|11:17pm] |
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hey everyone
i'm bored, so i'm going to go through the "latest posts" on this beast, hopefully this'll keep me entertained, i can't get hold of Caroline at the moment. perhaps she's gone out, i'll try her phone again in a second :(
"hi i'm sam, i have sex with everything..."
"i kill children"
"god told me to skin you alive" (these first 3 were from the same guy :P)
"Первый шаг- упали листья, второй заискрились под фанарем, три, четыре-цвели цветы, пять,.....четырнадцать раз я мечтала и потом прочитала об этом в... Мои мечты сбылись в изумрудных глазах. Так бывает, когда долго помнишь, а потом проснувшись узнаешь свою мечту в других руках записанную на носитель..." (ahhhhh, foreigners :P)
"I am dripping with sarcasm."
"only 33 more weeks until i can tell st. mark to kiss my ass"
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Me mash mouse, make work!!"
"I feel barfy. Oh so barfy"
"Kim needs independent strategic leverage against China and Russia"
"I am going to become asexual"
"She'll never be mine, stick to boys"
"Machines Replacing Teens is fucking tight"
"GET OFF THE PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"such luck i wasn't born a cow"
"do atheists have rights?"
"If I were a musical instrument i'd be a Kazoo"
"i'm gonna be yoko ono this halloween"
"Now off to ballet..."
"ALL GAY, LESBIAN, AND BI PEOPLE DESERVE EQUAL RIGHTS TOO, WE ALL HAVE TO COME TOGETHER!" (my personal favourite)
"like mother no one likes you shut up"
"Maybe I'm very hormonal right now and I don't realize it"
"Oh. Mein. Gott."
"Hey everybody, I'm amazed with God right now!!!"
"GET THE JELLY TWAT!"
"Boredom + Lots of spare change + Carpet = Coin fossil formation"
"jack & jill went up the hill to fetch some marijuana, jack got high and dropped his fly and said 'do u wanna?', Jill said yes & dropped her dress and then they had some fun, Silly Jill forgot her pill and then they had a son"
"Would you consider getting Botox injections to your armpits to decrease sweating?"
"Being Superman, though, was he circumcised or not?"
"i just saw a picture on the news, of a python eating a very large alligator."
"I am now a fat boy" (this came from a recent sex-change victim)
"Step, step, step, CRACK!!"
"Excuse me sir, may I borrow your hair dryer?"
"This tastes like candles!"
that took me about 3 hours. i am very sad and i have cock all to do
i also find this little dooby-doobly-bob
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